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this is my lj away from my regular lj. this is where i'll write about exactly how i feel, without fear of alienating, irritating or boring people. it's where i'll drop the false smile & forced happiness i try to present (often in vain) to the outside world & just be me. it's where i won't say, "yeah, i'm ok" or feel even worse about myself because i did the unthinkable & broke down in front of someone (i hate doing that, but my god does it happen frequently). this is where i will just be honest.


if i've added you, it's either because you're a friend who i think wouldn't mind the stuff i write in here (although feel free to correct me if i'm wrong - but please keep what you've read here private), or because i've found your journal through a community & identify strongly with something you've written.

i won't be offended if you don't wish to reciprocate the friend add, nor will i be offended if you wish for me to remove you.

if you know who i am, please keep it to yourself. it's no big deal really, but i'd just prefer this stuff to be seperate from the rest of my life.


all posts i make that may be triggering to others will be behind a cut with a brief warning outlining the content.